We had our experiencer support group meet and greet recently. During the conversation I brought up a term that was told to me by operatives in the intelligence community who had once shared it with me years ago. “You agreed not to talk about this”. People in the group were a bit perplexed by this and when the conversation went in another direction I never got a chance to explain the possible reason I was told this. And it’s important to note that many other people in the community have been told the same thing.
I guess it all goes back to day one. If you have these experiences you may recall at an early age you were asked by beings to “never talk about this.” This could have been for many reasons; foremost it may have been done to protect you. Talking about strange little creatures that had taken you from your bedroom in the night up into their craft and beyond the Earth may have caused a trip to a psychologist. Or worse. It could also attract attention to them. Unwanted attention.
When all this first started for me in the 50s I kept it secret. I never talked about it. This all started because I dared to go out under the stars at night and ask the question so many of us asked. “Is there anyone There?” And someone or something heard us and answered. But was that the reason alone? Many of us felt deep inside that the stars were our home and we wanted to return.
But going back to that support group I never got a chance to explain myself to I will attempt to now. What I know from my Visitor experiences is that I not only agreed not to talk about it, I also agreed to come here. To Earth as a human being. Evidently many of us agreed to have our spirits placed into human bodies. Our memories of our past existence were inhibited. It was a mission to understand and live the lives of humans. This gave the Visitors that "every right" to take us for examination, check ups, implants and downloads of our experiences.
The Visitors themselves are used to the idea that when their physical bodies die they can easily move into a new body with full memory of who they are. This is also possible for humans and sometimes even we at a very young age will have a memory of our past life. There is much evidence to support this. I myself have memories of WW2. Although some may argue that this is simply DNA memory but gut tells me differently.
What this all brings me to is this. I hear all the time that many don’t support the idea that the visitors are benevolent or angelic. That they don’t have a right to treat us the way we do animals. Or invade our privacy or implant us. But then it was never considered by these many people the conditions I have just described. I once asked them what gives you the right? They replied “we have every right”. Afterall if any of this is true then we are a family. We have heard this too.
After all these years I’m starting to remember that I did agree to do this. It might explain why many of us when very young went out at night and looked at the stars and asked that question. “Is there anyone there?.
In closing I’d like to point out that the intelligence people that used the term “You had agreed not to talk about this” knew something they couldn’t have possibly known if they had not been involved in this mission or program. Or they abducted experiencers, gave them truth drugs and found out about the mission. Either way they know about it. I was told 3 times. Twice by the CIA and once by the NSA. Two of the warnings came via emails back in the late 90s. And one was in person by a CIA agent who approached me in the dark audience while slides were being presented by a guest during a MUFON meeting.
I have no proof of this. The emails were lost a long time ago. 3 moves and a flood will do that. But proof has never mattered to me. It’s enough for me that this was and is my experience.
Thanks for writing this Steve, it does make sense that we came to this agreement with the Visitors- I felt outraged, and confused when my wife and I experienced what we experienced, nearly ten years ago.
Since the “incursion” into our bedroom, the manner in which they’ve manifested has been more subtle (except for my CE2 experience 4 years ago- which felt more like a tune-up or something- that was close-up, visual, and personal. But I was strangely accepting of the scenario when that happened. It felt more like a teachable moment than an incursion).
Your painting of the beings with the “tube” was strikingly familiar btw! This is what it looked like when they took blood from me (a Lot of blood!). Imagine 4 of those, two connected to my upper chest, two to my extremities, and you get the picture.
Scared the hell out of me- but it was catch and release, as here I am.
After getting past my fears, outrage, and ontological shock, I began noticing the gifts I had been left with: Intuition, synchronicity, and empathy, I was able to make peace with everything. I see it as an initiation into the mysteries now.
It’s that speed bump of ontological shock that many can’t ever get past. Those are the folks who see this all as a threat, or an invasion.
I certainly hope, as a person who longs to go home but doesn't know where home is, that all will be revealed someday, and it will all make sense. Thank you, Steve.